Pizza by the Slice
Saturday, September 30th, 2006Holly Shmolly, I found a cool Pizza Place that’s less that 3 blocks away from me. This could be DANGEROUS! It was YUMMY. Let’s see if I still think it’s yummy in a few hours. I LOVE pizza.
Right now, I have a VERY bad craving to smoke a cigarette…but I’m not going to do that…but boy I want one…but did I mention I’m not going to do that? 
GOD…nicotine addiction is such a CRAPPY thing…I quit smoking for 2 years and for the whole 2 years I would DREAM about smoking… The thing I realize now is… all it takes is 1 cigarette and I’m back to being a full blown smoker…so, I just can’t touch them. I can’t even strike a match.
People who’ve quit say "it eventually goes away" but I have a bad feeling that I will always want to smoke for the rest of my life. 
And so… I guess I’m still a smoker who just doesn’t smoke.
