But Who’s Counting?
Sunday, June 18th, 200649 hours, 41 minutes and 2 seconds since my last cigarette. But who’s counting?
It’s also been about 50 hours of HELL. I try to keep my mind off of it but it’s tough. I figure 3 days and my body should be nicotine free…the rest is just going to be spent explaining this to my brain.
The laser zapping worked just fine (again)…it really does help with the initial craving but I’m still struggling. I’m always going to struggle. It feels like there’s this internal "joy button" that isn’t being pushed any more.
I’m trying to avoid certain situations and unnecessary stress for this next week. Snapping and going off the edge would come way to easily right now.
