Well.. I just spent the last hour writing a blog about how I’m feeling due to not smoking for the last 21 hours and since going in for my Laser Treatment…and then? I hit a wrong button and the whole entry is now lost. No big deal I guess…it really wasn’t anything too important. Just me bitching.

I’m feeling miserable, shaky, fidgety, sweaty, clouded, short wicked, angry, and a little like I lost my best friend. I know the feeling eventually goes away but I know it’s not entirely ever going to leave me either.

I walked away from the Laser Zapping place like I was part of "Invasion of the Body Snatchers"…the zapping helps by putting you in this dream-like mode but I’m not going to lie…My body really does want a cigarette right now. I’m thinking I need to stay away from my computer today. Probably best if I stay away from some people too. Is there a way to avoid myself? hmm.

GOD, I HATE THIS!