Here’s an mp3 podcast promo i’m featured in from the PMC Top 10 Countdown. Damn….it almost makes me sound like I’m doing something right [Shout's out to C-Dogg...you Rock!]

It looks as though I’ll have a song featured on a CD they’re releasing…I’m not sure when that’ll be out but it’ll be filled with some great artists. More on that when I know more…

I know I haven’t been writing much these last weeks …and the little I have been writing has been of little substance. Without coming across like a manic depressive, I’ve just been mentally miserable. No, no, no….i’m not blogging this to get "cheer up" comments (as nice as those are to get)…I’m just opening up a little and saying what I’m feeling. I’ll get my head around it though and be back to my normal cheery self soon. *Please note, i’m NOT looking at sharp objects and thinking how pretty they look

Some of these thoughts stem from this time of year, but most of it sort of feels like being lost at sea without a life vest and trying to keep my head above water. I’m just getting tired of the backstroke. I’m either thinking of stopping all this swimming against the current or buying a jet ski to take me East. The alternative is just to drowned… I’ll pass on that.

[I know the photo of me is sucky but it fits my mood at the moment]

Here I go speaking in riddles again…mainly, to an outsider…i’m sure my blog makes my life seem fun and exciting…or perhaps it’s that it lets folks live vicariously through what it might be like if they were to try the "let’s move to Hollywood and try to make it in the entertainment world"… the big secret is…It’s all an illusion though.

For the most part, I jot down only the good things happening and try to hype those rather than dwell on the bullshit(like I’m doing now). I just think from now on if i’m going to continue this blog, i’m going to have to start exposing some of the BS’ers i run across in order to get the stuff off my chest and keep me sane.

Enough blabber. Now that all this is off my chest…the world is wonderful Hope you all have a great weekend!