Don’t beat on yourself so bad! We’re not perfect. The longest that I’ve quit was one week, so be proud of yourself that you went THAT long. It not EASY. People should realize that!

I remember as a child standing behind my dad while he was driving, (before seatbelts) and deliberately inhaling his second hand smoke because I enjoyed it so much. I remember craving it. But I also knew how much money he spent when we were low on food. Then in high school a teacher showed us pictures of a smokers lungs. I decided to never smoke. But in the Army, they had this silly policy when we were all standing in formation. They would say, “ALL RIGHT TRAINEES, LIGHT EM UP OR PICK EM UP!” So all of us who didn’t smoke were consigned to picking up the butts of those that did. I thought well this sucks! I deserve a break too! So I bought me a pack and smoked the whole thing in one day! No coughing, no nausea, just pure pleasure. I thought, “UHOH I enjoyed that waaaay to much”. I looked at my income, (or lack of it) and my favorite hobby, which was eating out. I said to myself if you don’t stop this now you will forever be addicted and NEVER BE ABLE TO EAT OUT AGAIN! I never smoked again, well maybe a total of 15 or so cigs over the course of 20 years, but none I paid for myself. Thank goodness I loved to eat out soooo much! I’m still a second hand smoker around friends:roll::shock::lol:
Cathe:mrgreen::lol: